gelltan:

It was friday night when tumblr made me reset my password for no reason at all, so I tried to open my yahoo mail to check the new password tumblr sent, turns out that I forgot my yahoo password and the answers to security questions. Now, I can’t open my tumblr on desktop but it’s still working on the app though, but it will be tough for me to blog. 

Leaving

Leaving my first blog - @gelluhtin is the nightmare I’ve never imagined that will happen to me, but, well on the most unexpected moment, it just happened. I left it because I have no choice, I’m so mad at tumblr for doing that. Since day one of being together, that blog is a witness of my GTxCV love story. All my dramas and ideas, the lovely followers and all. I cried the whole Friday night, thinking that if it happened to my other social accounts like facebook, twitter or instagram, I wouldn’t cry like that. It honestly felt like a break up. It felt so heavy, I’m not sure if I even slept that night. 

Accepting

Is forgetting even possible? All the hard work I’ve put in, is it even possible? I think it’s not but learning to accept the fact, that nothing stays forever. I’m still learning though, to move on and just continue to blog here on my new account. 

Well, I think that’s just the way of the world. It’s there for a reason, I’m here for a reason. 

gelluhtin:

I can’t open this blog— @gelluhtin on desktop anymore… and I’m still learning to accept it, i don’t even know if it’s possible to forget.

Help me forget? Hehe, follow me on my new account!! 💖💖💖

I can’t open this blog— @gelluhtin on desktop anymore… and I’m still learning to accept it, i don’t even know if it’s possible to forget.

Help me forget? Hehe, follow me on my new account!! 💖💖💖

gelluhtin:

“It’s time to change your password!” That’s what tumblr told me while I was trying to open my tumblr on desktop earlier, so I opened my yahoo because to reset my password on tumblr, turns out that I also forgot my yahoo password and the security questions. Now I can’t open my tumblr on desktop and that will be a tough one for me to update my blog, though I can still open my tumblr through the app. Friday the 13th it is.

But I’m also considering, creating a new account. God, I need enough strength to this.

Follow me on my new account guys!!!! :( @gelltan

“It’s time to change your password!” That’s what tumblr told me while I was trying to open my tumblr on desktop earlier, so I opened my yahoo because to reset my password on tumblr, turns out that I also forgot my yahoo password and the security questions. Now I can’t open my tumblr on desktop and that will be a tough one for me to update my blog, though I can still open my tumblr through the app. Friday the 13th it is.

But I’m also considering, creating a new account. God, I need enough strength to this.

Complete opposite of uneventful and plain April, I started May with my first vacation this summer and I’m still looking forward for this month’s events. 

i. My first summer vacation  for this year happened last week, and even though we go there annually, Pangasinan still amazes me every time. Here’s my blog post, if you haven’t read it yet. 

ii. After a long break, I’m watching HIMYM again and I just finished Season 2 today. 

iii. Cross and I finally ticked Boxpark off our summer list. In case you haven’t read it yet, it’s here!

iv. My bestfriend and I started a training at home and I’m so happy that we’re motivating each other, I’m so lucky to have her. #bffduties lol!

Di ako botante so shut up nalang ako. Hahaha! Joke. I honestly don’t know what to feel, I’m really rooting for Miriam. I mean, duh. That’s THE Miriam Defensor Santiago and she’s at the bottom. I want Duterte to prove me wrong. Prove to me that he’s not the person I think he is. 

Thank you, this means a lot! :)

BOYFRIEND DIARIES: Boxpark

It was friday night, I’m bitching about something I already forgot, then he suddenly told me “Awwwww. Lets go box park tomo??” and I was hesitant about it for some reasons but he assured me with “If magiging happy si baby love love y not?!?!” He got that love love from a local movie and I find it really cute and funny. I’m a spoiled girlfriend. 

We arrived there around 4pm and tried literally everything we want. Fries, churros, ice cream and dalandan juice and after eating those I don’t know if there was a time that I breathed properly. 

But our inner lions won. We still ordered gambas, ramen, chicharon bulaklak and a fishbowl strawberry iced tea even after saying I’m full and I can’t breathe a hundred times already.

We were just laughing and talking the entire trip on the way home. The fact that it’s already late, he still sent me home. How can I not love someone who makes me feel the whole world is mine, that I can do anything and makes me feel safe simultaneously. I mean, what’s not to love?

Aaw thanks ashley! ❤️

Pangasinan is know for its sandy beaches, breathtaking sunset views and green mangoes. This is my mom’s home town, we visit Pangasinan annually for grandma’s birthday, town fiesta and to have a vacation of course.

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April 27, 2016 My stomach is in knots — but the good way, when he said “Lets run away baby girl” at exactly 11:51 in the evening while we’re talking about a beach somewhere in Batangas.

He almost made me curl up, I felt a sharp pain in my stomach reading those words, I kept on playing it on my mind—

“Let’s runaway baby girl”

Warmth over the phone, that’s what we feel every night, laughing, talking, and sometimes there’s just complete silence between us. My breath, his breath and just keeping each other company. And all I know is that this is home. The two of us. Though we’re not sleeping together, he keeps me warm with his growing tired voice over the phone. I love everything about our night phone calls.

I remembered, there was one summer when we just stayed up until 6am singing and laughing over the phone, we can’t do that now because he has classes in the morning. But I’ll go back because I love that so much.

Here’s to my favorite caller, the one who’s worthy of losing sleep over. Happy 27th monthsary, my love!

BOYFRIEND DIARIES: Movies + His Family

Watch a movie, go to the cafe and go home, that’s the plan. We bought Jollibee for lunch and watched a local movie - Always Be My Maybe. Nothing can beat the idea of watching a movie while you are both curled and cuddled up on the couch.

So we went to the newly opened cafe near their house, it’ just a 3 minute walk away but it’s jam-packed so we decided to buy Zagu and just go back instead. I was supposed to go home at 4PM. His family came home from UST because his brother had a thesis defense and nailed it, yaaay! Cross’ friends came over to fetch him for our friend’s birthday celebration but he decided to celebrate his kuya’s accomplishment instead.

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April is a yawn producing month for me. I just realized that all I did for this month is to plan, plan and plan for May’s events, but here’s what happened to me lately:

• I had my tooth pulled last Monday and it didn’t hurt as much as I expected it to be. I don’t know if it’s because of too much anesthesia or it’s because of my pretty dentist?
  
• Still finalizing our family trip with Cross for next month, though we’re having conflict about the schedule and I’m kind of stressed. 
• “What do you want for your 18th birthday?” is way better than “What are your plans for your birthday?” because it’s really stressing me out. *ugh* 
• My bestfriend and I are planning going to have a shopping + swimming date.
• I’m preparing for the Encounter Weekend in our church, I have no idea what will happen, but they said it’s a 3-day life changing event.
• I bought Lime Crime Velvetine Cashmere. Yay!

BOYFRIEND DIARIES: fries, Ahvie and other random things 

The original plan is to try the cafe at 10th avenue but my laziness pitched in, so he just visited me at my place yesterday. We ate lunch with my sisters and my cousin, Ahvie, whom I think has a secret crush on my boyfriend. She cooked eggs for us, kept on pushing my boyfriend to watch youtube videos, they even talk like they’ve known each other for ages. 

So we tried to watch “Endless Love” but we find it boring so we just cooked fries with Ahvie instead. My mom arrived home with halo-halo from Chowking. He finished halo halo in less than 10 minutes. Potato + Halo-halo man.

We listened to our new favorite artists, watched random videos we saw online and just talked about anything. He slowly placed his head on my shoulder and he later on made unconscious movements. Well that’s my hint that he’s already asleep without me looking. He’s so cute, sometimes I feel like I’m dating a 5 year old boy, he’s just *ugh* irresistible.